We Never Realize...

Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About
Sesuatu yang anda tidak perasan atau tidak terfikir langsung... .

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
Sekurang-kurangnya ada 5 orang dalam dunia ini menyayangi anda dan sanggup mati kerana anda.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
Sekurang-kurangnya ada 15 orang dalam dunia ini menyayangi anda dalam beberapa cara.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want tobe just like you.
Sebab utama seseorang membenci anda adalah kerana dia ingin menjadi seperti anda.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
Senyuman daripada anda boleh membawa kebahagiaan kepada seseorang, walaupun dia tidak menyukai anda.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
Setiap malam ada seseorang mengingati anda sebelum dia tidur.

6. You mean the world to someone.
Anda amat bermakna dalam hidup seseorang.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
Kalau bukan kerana anda, seseorang itu tidak akan hidup bahagia.

8. You are special and unique.
Anda seorang yang istimewa dan unik.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
Seseorang yang anda tidak ketahui menyayangi anda.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
Apabila anda membuat kesilapan yang sangat besar, ada hikmah disebaliknya.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
Sekiranya anda merasakan anda dipinggirkan, fikirlah semula; mungkin anda yang meminggirkan mereka.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
Apabila anda terfikir anda tidak mempunyai peluang untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yang anda ingini,mungkin anda tidak akan memperolehinya, tetapi sekiranya anda percaya pada diri sendiri lambat-laun anda akan memperolehinya.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
Kenangilah segala pujian yang anda terima. Lupakan segala maki hamun, caci & cela.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
Jangan takut untuk meluahkan perasaan anda; anda akan merasa senang bila seseorang mengetahuinya.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Sekiranya anda mempunyai sahabat baik, ambillah masa untuk memberitahunya yang dia adalah yang terbaik.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
Hanya seminit diperlukan untuk mendapat sahabat baik, sejam untuk menghargainya, sehari untuk menyayanginya, tapi sepanjang hidup untuk melupakannya.

The Glory of Azan...

Amazing as it sounds, but fortunately for the Muslims of the world, it is an established fact. Have a look at a map of the world and you will find Indonesiaon the eastern side of the earth. The major cities of Indonesiaare Java, Sumatra, Borneo and Saibil.

As soon as dawn breaks on the eastern side of Saibil, at approximately 5:30 am local time, Fajar Azaan begins. Thousands of Muazzins in Indonesia begin reciting the Azaan. The process advances towards West Indonesia. One and a half hours after the Azaan has been completed in Saibil, it echoes in Jakarta. Sumatra then follows suit and before this auspicious process of calling Azaan ends in Indonesia, it has already begun in Malaysia. Burma is next in line, and within an hour of its beginning in Jakarta, it reaches Dacca, the capital city of Bangladesh. After Bangladesh, it has already prevailed in western India, from Calcutta to Srinagar. It then advances towards Bombay and the environment of entire India resounds with this proclamation. Srinagar and Sialkot (a city in north Pakistan) have the same timing for Azaan. The time difference between Sialkot, Quetta and Karachiis forty minutes, and within this time, Fajar Azaan is heard throughout Pakistan.

Before it ends there, it has already begun in Afghanistan and Muscat. The time difference between Muscat and Baghdadis one hour. Azaan resounds during this one hour in the environments of Hijaaz- e-Muqaddas (Holy cities of Makkah and Madinah), Yemen, United Arab Emirates, Kuwaitand Iraq.

The time difference between Baghdad and Alexandriain Egyptis again one hour. Azaan continues to resound in Syria, Egypt, Somalia and Sudan during this hour. The time difference between eastern and western Turkey is one and a half hours, and during this time it is echoed with the call to prayer.

Alexandria and Tripoli(capital of Libya) are located at one hour's difference. The process of calling Azaan thus continues throughout the whole of Africa. Therefore, the proclamation of the Tawheed and Risaal at that had begun in Indonesia reaches the Eastern Shoreof the Atlantic Ocean after nine and half hours.

Prior to the Azaan reaching the shores of the Atlantic, the process of Zohar Azaan has already started in east Indonesia, and before it reaches Dacca, Asar Azaan has started. This has hardly reached Jakarta one and half hours later, the time of Maghrib becomes due, and no sooner has Maghrib time reached Sumatra, the time for calling Isha Azaan has commenced in Saibil! When the Muazzins of Indonesia are calling out Fajar Azaan, the African Muazzins are calling the Azaan for Isha.

If we were to ponder over this phenomenon thoughtfully, we would conclude the amazing fact that there is not even a single moment when hundreds of thousands of Muazzins around the world are not reciting the Azaan on the surface of this earth. Even as you read this material right now, you can be sure there are atleast thousands of people who are hearing and reciting the Azaan!!!

SUBHANALLAH....

Eye Trick

OK.... just relax... U'r on test :p

How many black dots do you see?


This's really crazy.... urkh....!! I wanna throw!!




Please.... help me find the missing people... :(



There are total of 9...


GOOD LUCK!!

SPCA Jumble Sale

Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals
All proceeds of the sale will go directly to the maintenance of the Shelter. If you have any unsoiled, saleable items to contribute to the Jumble sale, please send them over to the Shelter (during office hours only).

Please help us to make this year’s sale a success!!!

SPCA
Jalan Kerja Ayer Lama,
68000 Ampang Jaya, Selangor.
Tel: 03-42565312, 03-42535179
Website: www.spca.org.my
Email: spca@po.jaring.my

Motivate Urself...

The Law of Abundance
By: Brian Tracy

The Law of Abundance - there is ample money for everyone who knows how to acquire it and keep it. We live in an abundant universe in which there is sufficient money for all who really want it and are willing obey the laws
governing its acquisition.

You Can Have All You Want
Listen to educational audio programs in your car. The average person drives 12,000 to 25,000 miles per year which works out to between 500 and 1000 hours per year
that the average person spends in his or her car. You can become an expert in your field by simply listening to educational audio programs as you drive from place to
place.

Make A Decision
The first corollary of the Law of Abundance says that, “People become wealthy because they decide to become wealthy.”

They become wealthy because they believe they have the ability to become wealthy. Because they believe this completely, they act accordingly. They consistently take the necessary actions that turn their beliefs into realities. And you can always tell what your beliefs really are by looking at your actions. There is no other way.

The second corollary of this law says: “People are poor because they have not yet decided to become rich.”

Examine Your Own Thinking
In the book, The Instant Millionaire, by Mark Fisher, the old millionaire asks the boy who has sought his advice about becoming a millionaire, “Why aren’t you rich already?”

This is an important question to ask yourself. However you answer this question will reveal a lot about yourself. Your answers will expose your self-limiting beliefs, your doubts, your fears, your excuses, your rationalizations and your justifications.

Review Your Reasons
Why aren’t you rich already? Write down all the reasons you can think of. Go over your answers one by one with someone who knows you well and ask them for their opinion. You may be surprised to find that your reasons are mostly excuses that you have fallen in love with.

Whatever your reasons or excuses, you can now get rid of them. The world is full of hundreds and thousands of people who have had far more difficulties to overcome
than you could ever imagine, and they’ve gone on to be successful anyway. So can you.

Action Exercises
Here are two things you can do to apply this law immediately:

First, imagine that every experience you have ever had with money contained a special lesson that was designed just for you to help you to ultimately become financially independent. What are the most important lessons you have learned so far?

Second, analyze yourself honestly and determine your biggest block, your major self-limiting belief that holds you back from becoming more successful financially. resolve to act from now on as if this block no longer exists.

Hantaran Tunang Untuk Syaril...

Ini adalah hantaran tunang yg dibuat untuk Syaril... (yg akan melangsungkan pertunangan pada 11 Jun 2005, Sabtu)... Lima hantaran semuanya... Sirih junjung, potpourri & tempat cincin, kain, buah & kek... Selamat Bertunang buat Syaril & pasangannya... Semoga panjang jodoh kalian... :-)

Potpourri & Tempat Cincin (dr atas)

Tempat Cincin

Kotak Kain (dr sudut bunga)

Kotak Kain (dr atas)

Bakul Buah (dr tepi)

Sirih Junjung (sirih blm letak lagi...nanti amik gmbr lain kalau siap)

Kotak Kek (bunga dia...)

p/s: Klik pd gmbr untuk actual view... Kalau blh bg komen lagi best!! Er.. sorry kualiti gmbr kureng skit... amik ngan phone... Syaril sorry kalau tak menepati citarasa Syaril sbb akak demam masa wat hantaran Syaril nie... :-(

Hantaran Tunang...

Berikut adalah hantaran pertunangan yg dibuat sendiri... Gambar2 ini dimasukkan atas permintaan ramai... (sesape nak tempah hantaran kat saya boleh la.. :-D)

Sirih Junjung

Potpourri

Coklat

Agar2

Kek

Buah2an

Hantaran "Bakul Coklat" Untuk Dilla...

Hantaran "Bakul Coklat"

Hantaran ni... saya buatkan untuk Dilla... sempena majlis perkahwinannya pada 19 Februari 2005 yang lalu... Belian untuk bahan2 mentah... saya kongsi bersama Cikgu Zam... Satu ni je yg dpt kami sponsor tuk Dilla & pasangannya...

Mujur saja saya dpt sponsor hantaran ni utk Dilla (sempena hari bahagianya)... kerana saya sendiri tidak dpt hadir di majlis tersebut... (ayah saya meninggal pada hari yg sama-majlis perkahwinan Dilla...)

Semoga Dilla kekal bahagia bersama pasangannya, setelah hampir lima bulan usia perkahwinan mereka... Semoga cepat dpt baby.. :-)

Sinopsis Novel Pei Pan

Safia Sulaiman ada meninggalkan msg dlm YM saya baru2 nie... bertanyakan mengenai novel PEI PAN yang ditulis oleh Ramlee Awang Murshid... (Honestly, saya x berapa ingat jalan cerita novel tu... apa yg saya ingat cerita tu lebih fokus kepada komplot org korporat, khianat... pembunuhan... & misteri...) Walau bagaimanapun, (utk tidak mengecewakan Safia...) berikut adalah sinopsis novel PEI PAN...

Khianat. Bukan kerja orang jauh.
Bukan niat busuk orang asing.
Jauh sekali aniaya musuh.
Kerja Jiwa yang ditunggang nafsu, dipacu iri berasa dikalahi.
Melalui perjalanan masa yang panjang, tenang, terselindung baik, tanpa kocak dan prasangka, baru khianat menampakkan wajah sebenar.

PEI PAN cerita tentang kepercayaan, perjuangan, persaingan.
PEI PAN cerita tentang perselingkuhan, pembunuhan, perkomplotan.
PEI PAN kisah dunia korporat, penuh warna kehidupan sebu oleh debar meruntun.

Harga pasaran: RM 25.00
Terbitan: Utusan Publications & Distributors Sdn Bhd.

Check Your Tree (Personality)

It's difficult 2 recognize someone personality/ies... (lbh2 lagi yg baru kenal)... Here is a "guideline" to know ur friends personality/ies... By checking their date and month of birth, u will know “what type of tree” they are… Even... check yours... Remember… just a guideline… it doesn’t mean, that da person carry the personality/ies written here… ;-)

Dec 23 to Dec 31 & Jun 25 to Jul 04
Apple Tree (the Love) — quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

May 25 to Jun 03 & Nov 22 to Dec 01 & May 25 to Jun 03
Ash Tree (the Ambition) — extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Dec 22
Beech Tree (the Creative) — has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Jun 24
Birch Tree (the Inspiration) — vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Feb 09 to Feb 18 & Aug 14 to Aug 23
Cedar Tree (the Confidence) — of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

May 15 to May 24 & Nov 12 to Nov 21
Chestnut Tree (the Honesty) — of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Jan 25 to Feb 03 & Jul 26 to Aug 04
Cypress Tree (the Faithfulness) — strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Jan 12 to Jan 24 & Jul 15 to Jul 25
Elm Tree (the Noble-mindedness) — pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Jun 14 to Jun 23 & Dec 12 to Dec 21
Fig Tree (the Sensibility) — very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, a social butterfly, great sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Jan 01 to Jan 11 & Jul 05 to Jul 14
Fir Tree (the Mysterious) — extraordinary taste, handles stress poorly, loves anything beautiful, can become depressed at times, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them as well as helping strangers, rather modest, hard worker, talented, unselfish, few sexual relationships, many friends, doesn't want foes, very reliable.

Mar 22 to Mar 31 & Apr 11 to Apr 20 & Sep 24 to Oct 03
Hazelnut Tree (the Extraordinary) — charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Jun 04 to Jun 13 & Dec 02 to Dec 11
Hornbeam Tree (the Good Taste) — of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Mar 11 to Mar 20 & Sep 13 to Sep 22
Lime Tree (the Doubt) — intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Oct 14 to Oct 23
Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) — no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Mar 21
Oak Tree (the Brave) — robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Sep 23
Olive Tree (the Wisdom) — loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Feb 19 to Feb 28 & Aug 24 to Sep 02
Pine Tree (the Peacemaker) — loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Feb 04 to Feb 08 & May 01 to May 14 & Aug 05 to Aug 13
Poplar Tree (the Uncertainty) — looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Apr 01 to Apr 10 & Oct 04 to Oct 13
Rowan Tree (the Sensitivity) — full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Apr 21 to Apr 30 & Oct 24 to Nov 11
Walnut Tree (the Passion) — unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Mar 01 to Mar 10 & Sep 03 to Sep 12
Weeping Willow Tree (the Melancholy) — likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.

Easy haa... try & check urself... :p

Baca Bkn Sekadar Baca.. Bacalah Dgn Keinsafan...

Email ini saya terima dari seorang rakan... Kisah ini memberikan keinsafan yg mendalam pd saya... Pedoman/pengajaran yg dpt saya ambil dr kisah ini... Jgnlah sekali2 kita menderhaka kepada ibu bapa... Selagi mereka bergelar ibu bapa... selagi itulah kita perlu hormati dan sayangi mereka... Jagalah mereka selagi hayat mereka masih ada... kerna tentunya kita akan menyesal... jika satu hari nanti mereka tidak lagi di sisi kita... :-( & bila saat itu tiba... penyesalan tiada lagi gunanya...

"Jgn sekali2 kamu mengeluarkan perkataan "ah" kepada ibumu.. kerana perkataan itu sahaja telah menunjukkan kamu menderhaka kepadanya..."

"Org pertama yg kamu perlu jaga hati & perasaannya/hormatinya adalah ibumu... Kedua... ibumu... Ketiga... juga ibumu..."

Kisah benar dari Sandakan.

Hairan saya melihat beberapa orang kampung berkumpul di kedai pada tengah hari itu. 1 September 1994. Serius mereka berbual hingga dahi berkerut-kerut. Lepas seorang bercerita yang lain menggeleng gelengkan kepala. Pasti ada sesuatu yang 'besar' sedang mereka bincangkan, kata saya di dalam hati.

Setelah enjin motosikal dimatikan, saya berjalan ke arah mereka..
"Bincang apa tu? Serius aku tengok," saya menyapa.
"Haa San, kau tak pergi tengok budak perempuan tak boleh keluar dari kubur emak dia?" kata Jaimi, kawan saya.
"Budak perempuan? Tak boleh keluar dari kubur? Aku tak faham bah" jawab saya. Memang saya tak faham kerana lain benar apa yang mereka katakan itu.

"Macam ni," kata Jaimi, lalu menyambung.
"Di kubur kat kampung Batu 10 tu, ada seorang budak perempuan tolong kebumikan mak dia, tapi lepas itu dia pula yang tak boleh keluar dari kubur tu. Sekarang ni orang tengah nak keluarkan dia tapi belum boleh lagi".
"Kenapa jadi macam tu?" saya bertanya supaya Jaimi bercerita lebih mendalam.

Patutlah serius sangat mereka berbual.. Jaimi memulakan ceritanya. Kata beliau, memandangkan semalam adalah hari kelepasan semperna Hari Kebangsaan, budak perempuan berumur belasan tahun itu meminta wang daripada ibunya untuk keluar bersama kawan-kawan ke Bandar Sandakan. Bagaimanapun, ibunya yang sudah berusia dan sakit pula enggan memberikannya wang.

"Bukannya banyak, RM20 aja mak!" gadis itu membentak.
"Mana emak ada duit. Mintak dengan bapa kamu," jawab ibunya, perlahan. Sambil itu dia mengurut kakinya yang sengal. Sudah bertahun-tahun dia mengidap darah tinggi, lemah jantung dan kencing manis.

"Mak! kawan-kawan semuanya keluar. Saya pun nak jalan jugak," kata gadis itu.
"Yalah, mak tau? Tapi mak tak ada duit," balas ibunya.
"RM20 aja!" si gadis berkata.
"Tak ada ," jawab ibunya.
"Emak memang kedekut!" si gadis mula mengeluarkan kata-kata keras.
"Bukan macam tu ta...." belumpun habis ibunya menerangkan, gadis tersebut menyanggah, katanya.
"Ahhh?sudahlah emak! Saya tak mau dengar!"
"Kalau emak ada du.... " ibunya menyambung, tapi belum pun habis kata-katanya, si gadis memintas lagi, katanya.
"Kalau abang, boleh, tapi kalau saya minta duit, mesti tak ada!" Serentak dengan itu, gadis tersebut menyepak ibunya dan menolaknya ke pintu. Si ibu jatuh ke lantai.
"Saida..Sai.. dddaaa.." katanya perlahan sambil mengurut dada. Wajahnya berkerut menahan sakit. Gadis tersebut tidak menghiraukan ibunya yang terkulai di lantai. Dia sebaliknya masuk ke bilik dan berkurung tanda protes.

Di dalam bilik, dibalingnya bantal dan selimut ke dinding. Dan Sementara di luar, suasana sunyi sepi. Hampir sejam kemudian, barulah gadis tersebut keluar. Alangkah terkejutnya dia kerana ibunya tidak bergerak lagi. Bila dipegang pergelangan tangan dan bawah leher, tidak ada lagi nadi berdenyut. Si gadis panik. Dia meraung dan menangis memanggil ibunya, tapi tidak bersahut. Meraung si gadis melihat mayat ibunya itu.

Melalui jiran-jiran, kematian wanita itu di beritahu kepada bapa gadis yang bekerja di luar. Jaimi menyambung ceritanya.
"Mak cik tu di bawa ke kubur pukul 12.30 tadi. Pada mulanya tak ada apa-apa yang pelik, tapi bila mayatnya nak di masukkan ke dalam kubur, ia jadi berat sampai dekat 10 orang pun tak terdaya nak masukkannya ke dalam kubur. Suaminya sendiri pun tak dapat bantu.
"Tapi bila budak perempuan tu tolong, mayat ibunya serta-merta jadi ringan. Dia seorang pun boleh angkat dan letak mayat ibunya di tepi kubur."

Kemudian gadis berkenaan masuk ke dalam kubur untuk menyambut jenazah ibunya. Sekali lagi beramai-ramai penduduk kampung mengangkat mayat tersebut dan menyerahkannya kepada gadis berkenaan.Tanpa bersusah payah, gadis itu memasukkan mayat ibunya ke dalam lahad. Namun apabila dia hendak memanjat keluar dari kubur tersebut, tiba-tiba kakinya tidak boleh di angkat. Ia seperti di paku ke tanah. Si gadis mula cemas.

"Kenapa ni ayah?" kata si gadis. Wajahnya serta-merta pucat lesi.
"Apa pasal," Si ayah bertanya.
"Kaki Saida ni.. tak boleh angkat!" balas si gadis yang kian cemas. Orang ramai yang berada di sekeliling kubur mula riuh. Seorang demi seorang menjenguk untuk melihat apa yang sedang berlaku.

"Ayah, tarik tangan saya ni. Kaki saya terlekat? tak boleh nak naik," gadis tersebut menghulurkan tangan ke arah bapanya. Si bapa menarik tangan anaknya itu, tetapi gagal. Kaki gadis tersebut melekat kuat ke tanah. Beberapa orang lagi di panggil untuk menariknya keluar, juga tidak berhasil.

"Ayah?kenapa ni ?? !! Tolonglah Saida , ayah.." si gadis menangis memandang ayah dan adik-beradiknya yang bertinggung di pinggir kubur. Semakin ramai orang berpusu ke pinggir kubur. Mereka cuba menariknya beramai-ramai namun sudah ketentuan Allah, kaki si gadis tetap terpasak di tanah. Tangisannya bertambah kuat.

"Tolong saya ayah, tolong saya? Kenapa jadi macam ni ayah?" kata si gadis sambil meratap. "Itulah, kamu yang buat emak sampai dia meninggal. Sekarang, ayah pun tak tau nak buat macam mana," jawab si ayah.

Selepas gagal mengeluarkan anaknya itu. Dia menarik lagi tangan gadis yang berada di dalam kubur tapi tidak berganjak walau seinci pun. Kakinya tetap terpahat ke tanah.
"Emak.. ampunkan Saida emak, ampunkan Saida.." gadis itu menangis. Sambil itu di peluk dan di cium jenazah ibunya. Air matanya sudah tidak boleh di empang lagi.

"Maafkan Saida emak, maafkan, Saida bersalah, Saida menyesal.. Saida menyesal.. Ampunkan Saida emak," dia menangis lagi sambil memeluk jenazah ibunya yang telah kaku. Kemudian gadis itu menghulurkan lagi tangannya supaya boleh di tarik keluar. Ramai yg membantu menarik tangannya supaya boleh di tarik keluar. Namun ia tetap mengecewakan.

Apabila terlalu lama mencuba tetapi gagal, imam membuat keputusan bahawa kubur tersebut perlu di kambus.
"Kita kambus sedikit saja, sampai mayat ibunya tak dapat di lihat lagi. Kita tak boleh biarkan mayatnya macam tu aja? Kalau hujan macam mana?" kata Imam kepada bapa gadis berkenaan. "Habis anak saya?" tanya si bapa.
"Kita akan terus cuba tarik dia keluar. Kita buat dua-dua sekali, mayat isteri awak di sempurnakan, anak awak kita selamatkan," balas Imam. Lelaki berkenaan bersetuju. Lalu seperti yang di putuskan, upacara pengebumian terpaksa di teruskan sehingga selesai, termasuk talkinnya.

Bagaimana pun, kubur di kambus separas lutut gadis saja, cukup untuk menimbus keseluruhan jenazah ibunya. Yang menyedihkan, ketika itu si gadis masih di dalam kubur. Bila talkin di baca, dia menangis dan meraung kesedihan. Sambil itu dia meminta ampun kepada ibunya dengan linangan air mata. Selesai upacara itu, orang ramai berusaha lagi menariknya keluar. Tapi tidak berhasil.

"Bila dah lama sangat, aku balik kejap untuk makan. Dah lapar sangat. Lepas itulah aku singgah ke kedai ni. Lepas ni aku nak ke kubur lagi. Nak tengok apa yang terjadi," kata Jaimi.
"Aku pun nak pergilah," kata saya.
Lalu kami semua menunggang motosikal masing-masing menuju ke kubur. Kami lihat orang ramai sudah berpusu-pusu di sana. Beberapa buah kereta polis juga kelihatan di situ. Saya terus berjalan pantas menuju kubur yang dimaksudkan dan berusaha menyusup ke celah-celah orang ramai yang sedang bersesak-sesak.

Setelah penat berusaha, akhirnya saya berjaya sampai ke barisan paling hadapan. Malangnya saya tidak dapat melihat gadis tersebut kerana di depan kami telah di buat kepungan tali. Kubur itu pula beberapa puluh meter daripada kami dan terlindung oleh kubur serta pokok-pokok rimbun. Di dalam kepungan itu, anggota-anggota polis berkawal dengan senjata masing-masing. Nasib saya memang baik hari itu. Dua tiga orang daripada polis berkenaan adalah kenalan saya.

Saya meminta kebenaran dr Raie utk melihat gadis itu dr dekat.. Dan nasib saya baik kerana Raie membenarkan... tapi hanya seketika. Raie memanggil saya lalu memuncungkan bibirnya ke arah sebuah kubur. Bila di jenguk ke dalam, dada saya serta-merta terasa sebak. Saya lihat gadis berkenaan sedang duduk di atas tanah kubur sambil menangis teresak-esak. Sebentar kemudian dia memegang tanah berhampiran lahad dan merintih.
"Emak? Ampunkanlah Saida, Saida sedar, Saida derhaka pada emak, Saida menyesal, Saida menyesal.."

Selepas mengesat air jernih yang terus berjejeran daripada mata yang bengkak, gadis tersebut menangis lagi memohon keampunan daripada arwah ibunya.
"Emak? Lepaskanlah kaki Saida ni. Ampunkan saya, lepaskan saya."
Di tarik-tariknya kaki yang melekat di tanah namun tidak berhasil juga.

Saya lihat bapa dan adik-beradiknya menangis, di pinggir kubur. Nyata mereka sendiri tidak tahu apa lagi yang hendak di buat untuk menyelamatkan gadis berkenaan.
"Sudahlah tu Saida? Makanlah sikit nak," rayu bapanya sambil menghulurkan sepinggan nasi juga segelas air. Si gadis langsung tidak mengendahkan. Malah memandang ke atas pun tidak. Dia sebaliknya terus meratap meminta ampun daripada arwah ibunya. Hampir menitis air mata saya melihat Saida. Tidak saya sangka, cerita datuk dan nenek tentang anak derhaka kini berlaku di depan mata.

Begitu besar kekuasaan Allah. Memang betullah kata para alim ulama, dosa menderhakai ibu bapa akan di balas tunai. Malangnya saya tidak dapat lama di sana. Cuma 10 - 15 minit saja kerana Raie memberitahu, pegawainya mahu saya berbuat demikian. Mahu tidak mahu, terpaksalah saya meninggalkan kubur tersebut.

Sambil berjalan kedengaran lagi Saida menangis dan meratap..
"Ampunkan saya mak, ampunkan saya... Ya Allah, lepaskanlah kaki ku ini, aku bertaubat, aku insaf?"
Lantas saya menoleh buat kali terakhir. Saya lihat bapa Saida dan adik beradiknya sedang menarik tangan gadis itu untuk di bawa keluar, tapi seperti tadi, tidak berhasil. Seorang polis saya lihat mengesatkan air matanya. Semakin lama semakin ramai orang berhimpun mengelilingi perkuburan itu. Beberapa kereta polis datang dan anggotanya berkawal di dalam kepungan lengkap dengan senjata masing-masing.

Wartawan dan jurugambar berkerumun datang untuk membuat liputan tetapi tidak dibenarkan. Mereka merayu bermacam-macam cara, namun demi kebaikan keluarga gadis, permintaan itu terpaksa di tolak. Matahari kian terbenam, akhirnya tenggelam dan malam merangkak tiba. Saida masih begitu. Kaki terlekat di dalam kubur ibunya sementara dia tidak henti-henti meratap meminta keampunan.

Saya pulang ke rumah dan malam itu tidak dapat melelapkan mata. Suara tangisannya yang saya terngiang-ngiang di telinga. Saya di beritahu, sejak siang, tidak ada secebis makanan mahupun minuman masuk ke tekaknya. Seleranya sudah mati. Bapa dan adik beradiknya masih tetap di sisi kubur membaca al-Quran, Yassin dan berdoa. Namun telah di sebutkan Allah, menderhaka terhadap ibu bapa adalah dosa yang sangat besar. Saida tetap tidak dapat di keluarkan. Embun mula menitis. Saida kesejukan pula. Dengan selimut yang di beri oleh bapanya dia berselubung. Namun dia tidak dapat tidur. Saida menangis dan merayu kepada Allah supaya mengampunkan dosanya. Begitulah yang berlaku keesokannya.

Orang ramai pula tidak susut mengerumuni perkuburan itu. Walaupun tidak dapat melihat gadis berkenaan tapi mereka puas jika dapat bersesak-sesak dan mendengar orang-orang bercerita. Setelah empat atau lima hari terperangkap, akhirnya Saida meninggal dunia. Mungkin kerana terlalu lemah dan tidak tahan di bakar kepanasan matahari pada waktu siang dan kesejukan di malam hari. Mungkin juga kerana tidak makan dan minum. Atau mungkin juga kerana terlalu sedih dengan apa yang di lakukannya.

Allah Maha Agung. Sebaik Saida menghembuskan nafas terakhir, barulah tubuhnya dapat di keluarkan. Mayat gadis itu kemudian di sempurnakan seperti mayat-mayat lain. Kuburnya kini di penuhi lalang. Di bawah redup daun kelapa yang melambai-lambai, tiada siapa tahu di situ bersemadi seorang gadis yang derhaka kepada ibunya...

Birthday Boyz & Girlz in June

Hari ni birthday arwah ayah (yg ke-65)... :-( selalu kitaorg adik-beradik akan sibuk plan nak bagi hadiah apa kat ayah... mula2 plan juga nak beli something... pastu teringat ayah dah 3 bln lebih kembali ke-rahmatullah... :-( sungguh!!... Kami belum biasa dengan 'ketiadaan ayah'... Lebih2 lagi sambutan Hari Bapa akan tiba tak lama lagi... :-( Itulah hakikat... Semoga ayah tenang di sana & semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.... Al-Fatihah buat ayah...

Apa pun... Happy Birthday kepada kengkawan yang akan menyambut birthday sepanjang bulan June 2005... Happy Birthday kepada Aline (9th June), Fiffy (11th June), Delpojuney & Ghazaly (10th June), Mohd (12th June), DJ Anne (13th June), Anis (20th June) serta Liza & Eddie (24th June)...

Semoga kalian dipanjangkan umur & dimurahkan rezeki... serta akan dimudahkan oleh-Nya segala urusan kalian...

DJ Putra.fm, Anne (left), her besday on 13th June...
Anis (middle) will celebrate her bday on 20th June... &
Liza's (right) bday on 24th June... :-)